Clare Bear

I saw the infamous Clare! After my dad picked me up I never stopped smiling. That little girl is too precious for words to explain. Lots of drool :) And Mrs. Hillary is doing fabulous. Its so amazing to watch how she interacts with Clare. The bond they have is so beautiful. Mrs. Hillary is such a good momma!I saw her tickling her, blowing on her, kissing and hugging her... and Clare is getting to that separation anxiety stage. lol. But seeing Clare and Mrs. Hillary was by far the highlight of my day. I missed Mrs. Hillary SO MUCH!

start blogging more!!

im taking a stand with mikela!! im gonna start blogging more!! ok so lately- UGH. u guys kno why. however.... i love the spicy Goddess of the car!! lol well tomorrow is the poetry jam and i think that im overly excited. i really hope i win. lets see- so I recieved brilliance back. that was pretty awesome. i feel like im already famous. well- emerge is probably the most exciting thing for me lately. totally amazing!! ahaha and my slumber party... that was unforgetable.shooting stars, creepy men walking, and annoying seniors with megaphones. wait! dont forget the marshmallows!! and ....yes, we all know.... MARK! We're going BOWLING with him tomorrow!! wait...... we're "not" not going bowling tomorrow. i think- is that right? lol im so confused guys. ily

crazy weeks of fun

these are some awesome events that have happened lately:
1) started christmas shopping 2)going to emerge and the sanctuary at the crossing 3) Ive written tons of poetry 4) school school school 5) recieved some of my birthday presents : Jonas brother poster, tote bag, and a twilight shirt. 6) ordered 3 twloha shirts 7) payed a visit to Mann 8) bowling 9) halloween wedding 10) Novemberfest

its begun

I think most of you know that one of my goals in high school is to publish my first book before my graduation. For me, it takes a lot of planning. and stress, and vocab words from Mrs. P. But I believe I have finally found the right topic to start writing about.
Today after school i was on my testriffic account and was in the mood to write a short story. Ironically enough, I remembered meeting Alane Ferguson last week. it inspired me once again. So i went on Word and started typing away.
I believe I have found the one subject I know will satisfy me. How? Because when I started, I didnt want to stop. Ideas kept flowing and it was amazing! And I can tell that the book-to-be would end up popular in the young adult genre.
So friends-family, Ive started! I'm not going to leak any hints about the contents, because that would ruin the fun! So give me the time span. and im dedicating it to all of you. Oh, and courtney- you too. :) Your DEFINITELY included lol

converse is helping

To write Love on her Arms.

Its been on Mikela's blog and on Jordan's blog, so why not on mine? Ive become officially "obsessed."
I read the transcript for the first time and it truly moved me. After looking in depth to it, I realized that it was something i was going to get hooked on. Because the world can seem so down on you sometimes, and you might feel like theres no esacape, but the Love of others and the Love of God and Jesus Christ is always the answer. No matter what you've done, and no matter what you've been through, your are and will always be loved.
Its really sad when you start the story. How she locked herself in the bathroom and cut those curse words into her arm. and how no one would except her because it was too risky. That probably made her feel even worse. Whats worse than the feeling of not being wanted? By God, or by anyone? And whats worse than having to go through that, to the point where you resort to hurting yourself?
Although it starts off horribly, it closes with more beauty than I can imagine. She was truly healed, for the most part, at least. Because with the help of those that loved her, she was able to get a hold on her life and piece it back together. You cant enjoy the riches of life If you dont learn to love yourself first.
So as I close this blog entry, lets make it kinda fun. we should do a chain. Colby got Jordan hooked, and Jordan shared it with Mikela and I, who got hooked as well. So if you want to see what this movement is all about, I'm passing it on to you. Check out the story. It will change your perspective on a lot of things in life. Its an absolute beautiful piece of work, and I know that it will only get bigger. So TAG! Your it! and remember:
Love is the movement.
To write Love on her arms.

appreciate

guys: this is a rare jonas brothers song.
they wrote it, but they didnt sing it. its on nicks private almbum tho. its amazing.http://view.playlist.com/12611456267

nature valley in blonde hair

hahaha ^^ above title.

ok so today was just blah. u know- stupid mondays. the part that brightened up my day was seeing courtney. i screamed with joy :) so in first period we ran in the freezing cold and my friends chest kinda froze up and she nearly passed out. colby was a trooper tho ;) him and i ran at the same pace for EVER!!! and then i tripped. way to go me. in 2nd period i met alane ferguson and we personally discussed my writing. that was another highlight of the day. she inspired me. in 3rd period it was just hectic with workbook pgs blah blah... and in 4th period- mr. johnson and I had a debate about the jonas brothers. and for the first time in my life... I WON!!! yayy ;) Cody is still "my friend" in 5th period. but im pretty p'od at him. stop feeling me!!! Ugh. i have a ring and u better watch it!! in 6th... hahaha nature valley in camerons hair. i can explain... for some reason i got really mad at him becuz i remembered the whole week he chanted bloody mary, so i dumped my nature valley crumbs all over his hair. i should have done it in wesleys tho. however, it would have gotten stuck. in 7th, we passed around the most HILARIOUS NOTE! HA!! and in 8th... yeah. nothing. so that was my day in a nutshell. i wrote a new poem called Homecoming. you guys should read it.

trick or treat

went to trick or treat street with michelle [first friend i ever had] known her since i was two and she was born ( becuz shes one year younger than i am ) but my best friends now: jordan, Mikela, Morgan, Bailey, and Courtney- they are my favorite, and the ones i can never replace, no matter what happens. dude- when we all die- we're gonna be buried next to each other lol. ok so yeah. michelle and I passed out candy to the little kids. this years turnout wasnt as great as the previous years. however, that one pirate dude scared the begeezees out of me. we also won some fish. well, I won them. i threw a ping pong ball into a bowl :]. and yes, i actually made it. so i won three fish in the same bag, because they were all pretty small. michelle and I promised to split them. and since she's such a dork, she wanted to name them all Fabio. so she has two of them, nd I have the runt. we also went to Sonic last night and to walmart. it was fun. heres a shocker tho. Michelle just recently started cheering for the bears. yeah, everyone. James's team. and she knows him. so michelle was calling him and texting him last night, although i told her that he wouldnt answer, because he knows its from my phone. and i was right. wow- james gonna be a little ticked off at me on monday. well, MORE ticked off. but hey, i warned Michelle. James wont answer. so what else has happened lately? um... courtney i miss you like crazy. like- i would kill somebody to go and visit you. ok not really, but you get my point :] lol. wow. Nala is crashed out on my bed right now. head turned up and paws curled around her tail. its adorable. um- i think aaron is jealous of our fish naming skills. or should i say- mr fishy is. because he was the fish that got stuck witht he owner who doesnt know how to name a fish. lol. ok well- ima go do something. homework maybe? yay.

the friends know...

the friends know what James did.
oh well.
let it happen.
give me a while.
so...
the nine weeks are over. wahoo! wow it was hard...
but i got straight A's.

"Bully Rights"

remember that witch, bellina? well take her, and then add on TJ Malone, Angelo Rivera, Mitchell Young, and you get the bullies of 2nd period.
are you wondering what happened?
naturally, those idiots talked the whole entire class time today while we were reading, and I didnt understand any part of the story because i couldnt concentrate. I screamed shut up about 12 times. they just dont get it. and then when its my turn to read, angelo starts his bloody mary chant again. and then those others follow along. i was seriously annoyed. i started to get a little temper going on, but mostly because i wanted to do my work and all i heard was either noises or bloody mary stuff. and im always seeing bellina making fun of me out of the corner of my eye. I finally just took a sigh, and told mrs hutches i was going to the bathroom. as i got up, Bellina said " dont turn off the lights " ... i grabbed my pass and practically slammed the door and raced down the hallway. I wasnt in a good mood today.
apparently, as i learned later on today, Mrs hutches read them the bully rights. she wasnt tolerating bullying in her classroom. when i had come back into the classroom, the whole class was silent and everyone knew not to mess with me. I needed one of those squeeze balls. I was cussing and making hand gestures and i normally dont do that unless someone reallllyyyy gets under my skin. I dont think ive ever behaved so badly in a classroom then i did today.
I felt really bad all day, so I went and apologized to mrs hutches after school ended. she told me that she was not angry, and that she was proud of me for doing the right thing. it was the best idea to just excuse myself from the classroom like i did. so that was the drama of today. I swear, I almost punched bellina. If it wasnt more mrs hutches there, i probably would have gone up and spit in her face. ( jk. i have self control ) but i would of acted irrationally.
If theres anything ive learned today, its to pay no attention to those that disturb you. I am responsible for what i do and say. Just because those kids annoyed the crap outa me, i should try to stay calm and collective. I am my own person, and i decide who will get to me. and ive made that decision. no one will.

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A halloweeny survery

So do you remember what your very first costume was?: witch or princess.
Why do those packs of just 2 Starbursts taste better than a whole pack: becuz u want the flavor to last.... and people spit on them. UGH
Have you ever egged a house on cabage night?: NO! im not THAT rude.
Do you like the smell of pumpkin guts?: lmao. yeah
How old were you when you stopped trick or treating?: im stopping this year
(or how old WILL you be when you do stop): see above answer
As a kid did you watch Charlie Browns holloween special every year?: nope.
Do you like candy corn?: omg that crap rox!
Whats the best costume you ever wore?: renassiance queen
Do you like watching scary movies on halloween?: hahah..... SHUT UP FRIENDS
Ever notice how Halloween night always has that smokey smell outside?: actually i have. wat a wierd observation
Are you a big fan of the houses that give out cans of soda?: no. cant they give out water?? its alot better
Whats the best thing you ever got from a house?: the finger. no haha sorry. umm ask morgan. she'd know
Have you ever been so scared on Halloween you cried?: this guy threatened me with a snake....
What do you do with the stuff you get that you dont like?: give it to Morgan or others
Have you ever been chased by a dog on Halloween?: once again. ask morgan.
Who do you ususally go trick or treating with?: omg. such a stupid question. see the last 3 questions
Have you ever smashed someone elses pumpkins?: :0 no!
Do you like the band Smashing Pumpkins?: theres a band? what has this world come to?
Do you remember elementary school feild trips to the pumpkin patch?: every single flippin skewl i attend is too poor
Have you ever hid behind bushes to jump out and scare little kids?: not little ones...
Whats the best haloween candy?: reesees or um.... ask morgan
Have you ever eaten so much candy you got sick?: nope.
Do you remember comparing who got the most candy with your friends?: yup. morgan wins
If we're not suppose to take candy from strangers why do we on Halloween?: cuz halloween falls on the same day as opposite day. ;p
Have you ever had a bat in your house?: nope. and this suvey is kinda wierd.
If so did you name it Pablo?: nope. id name it bailey.
Has anyone ever trashed your house on Halloween?: not mine.... the house next to jordans tho yeah
Is there some one you really wish would get their house egged?: ohhh yeah!!! ok lemme name them: alexis paul, bellina, james, jarett epps, coach goff, shhh..baiza. um zack barnes cuz he'd go crazy... jk. id get punched.
Whats the coolest jack-o-lantern carving you ever saw?: pshhh.... the day someone carves the jonas brothers im sold
Whats grosser Almond Joy or Mary Janes?: ALMOND JOY.
What did you go as last year, if anything?: it was a thrown together kinda costume
Did you used to hate having school the morning after Halloween?: yeah.
Did you ever take a sheet and go as a "ghost": no but i want to.
What was the most original thing you ever went as?: witch.
Whats the creepiest costume you ever saw someone wear?: lets not go there.
Do you like the lady that gives out apples every year?: worms attck me when i give the apple to morgan...
Have you ever gotten a rock?: oh yeah. lemme tell ya about it
What do you think of the house that turns the lights out and gives no candy: johovo witnesses. no wait. ummm---- they were stolen by the bacon fairy
Did you love hearing scary ghost stories as a kid?: NO NO NO NO NO NO

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your daily dose of kinzie

to measure my day: i give it an 8
everyone annoyed the crap outa me at lunch. u kno who u are.
david got signed out. him and ryan pulled a scare concerning friday!! :0
Jenna and Betsy hung out and we played some volleyball.
rat woman gave me an A+ on my booksellers project- i earned 2nd place with $70!!!
it was fun joshin with Nick in 4th period. SOB/NOB lmao
i dont like mrs williams
im starving right now!
i made a fool out of myself in 1st period concerning, well, you know...
lol Mrs. Hall always cheers up my day.
cody ( the gay one ) is talking to me again.
Azia needs to crawl in a hole.
Aaron wasnt here... no more boot!
mrs B gave me gum. yum.
yeahh my ghost joke didnt seem to be funny....
Drama with Devyn, Jeff, and Amber...
i still hate bellina
and Mrs. Hutches is still overstimulated....

New interest: comment!!!

ok- i am giving this some serious thought- and I want you guys to honestly tell me what you think. Every day in Hope I play volleyball- I think i have some potential. my moms friend's dad is a coach, and eat, sleeps, and breathes volleyball. Tracy told him that I have potential for an excellent volleyball player, and so he wants to meet me. So- we agreed that together, her and her dad could coach me. Her dad is tough- and Tracy said he can have in me Varsity by the beginning of my sophomore year, and I'd be rockin at it. I am finding volleyball to be extremely fun, and I dont suck at all. I can still play basketball, since the two sports are in different seasons. so should i carry on?

no title deal with it

hola yo! ok. first thing i have to say. happy b-day dale jr. i kno im an anti-fan, but hey, I have to be somewhat civil. Adding to this tragedy, I almost got suspended today for something i had PERMISSION to do. most of you guys know the story. mikela is on homecoming court!!! yayayy her!! I go dress shopping on Sunday for my homecoming dress. well i just got back from the Newsome-Brandon game with Morgan. Jack didnt play- he tore his aretna and has lazer eye surgery. OW!! i texted sherry throughout the game, and we texted tyler N. I really need to go bowling tomorrow. I need to see if David is ok. he had a panic attack in 3rd period after the "almost suspension" and nearly passed out. I have to keep checking up on him. poor david...

Wicked witch of the swim team

You know those movies where the witch always gets, like, killed or something by a huge house or whatever? oh wait. haha. DUH! wizard of Oz!! ok- well mikela- u know bellina in avid 1st period? yeah, lets team up, throw some striped stockings on those diseased legs, and attach a wart to match her ugly attitude. bellina is my wicked witch. " Ding Dong I hate the wicked witch! " so get this. there is only one other person in my life who has made me so mad as to where I cant be in their presence, and that is some kid from mann that I cant remember. Well, Bellina now shares that position. Is is so wrong that I like the Jonas Brothers? Is it so wrong that I want to help fight diabetes because a lot of people i know have it? and is it so wrong for me siimply turn around to talk to a friend, while i ( unconciously ) lay my elbow on the corner of her desk and she cusses me out? paranoia: its a horrible thing. I swear. I turn around to talk to laura every once in a while in 2nd period, and without thinking about it, i sometimes touch her binder or simply put my elbow on her desk. she flips out. today, she was sleeping in class, and I was extremely sick from almost throwing up in 1st period because of my cold. As i was coughing and in the puking position, I accidentally jerked backwards as I coughed up some you-know-what. and suddenly, I'm the b-word? and then she calls me some kind of fat-comment, and mikela, should she even be talking? I mean for the love of God and all things he has blessed us with!! On thursday last week, she went on some kind of thunder thighs rant. HELLO! I'm not fricken Brittany or Jonathan!! Oh my god i want to pull my hair out! I was making an announcement about our next diabetes event- and she says for the whole class to hear: oh shes only doing it for those **** jonas brothers. UGH!!!! i am NOT!and you know what gets me? I'll say one thing- about anything. I may bring up something about what happened over the weekend to my friend laura- and she dishes it in some way. and this is how you know im mad. Mrs Hutches is in the room, and everyone is looking at me. Aware of this, when she turns around, I give her the bird and cuss under my breath. I DONT USUALLY DO THAT!Ugh guys i really cant handle it. the things she does to me are more worse than how i can describe it on this blog. the witch is like- a demon from the underworld. maybe she should hang with alezis paul- allthough alexis would probably exclude her seeing as how bellina doesnt fit her standards. so i asked to move seats today. I wanna punch her in her good for nothing face. oh wait. i put that wrong. I currently sit right in front of her- but now im moving to where she used to sit. and heres the thing. ive been sitting in my seat ever since kate got switched out. and then one day, bellina decides to move over to my side. and she COMPLAINS> HELLO beast!!! Go back where you were before!!! But NOO. i end up having to move away from my friends, all for the sake so I dont punch her in the gut during XL one day. I dont think you guys have ever seen me this mad b4. I think she has some kinda like anger issues and she needs to go see a fricken guidsance counselor. so belline: I hope a house falls on you. the end.

Lunchroom drama and slippery floors

#1 ( this applys to mikela, Jordan, and Dallas )Lunch sucked. u guys have absolutely NO respect. so starting with Aaron. listen up. The only "mean" thing i have ever done to you is the gay moment thing. and u kno im joking. trust me; gay ppl scare me now: ask mikela. Heres the thing. You dont exactly treat me the best, but i dont expect you to. You have your share of rude moments towards me, but im ok, becuz i kno im ur friend and ur just joking. ur not exactly the nicest person in 4th period. But if i say something, such as he gay moment thing, you get crazed. its like the rules apply to me, but you can do whatever. You know im joking- just like you do all the time about me. I even think u do it more. so dont cuss me out in front of my friends for something so stupid, so immature. youve already had to apologize once for doing it b4. as for mikela. im not mad at you at all. you just see what happens at lunch. you dont know about 4th period, so i cant expect u to know everything. and jordan. this is where im about to lose it. Quit the attitude, and quit with smart comments towards me. it may seem funny, and it may be entertaining, but you know how much it bothers me. A friend wouldnt put another friend in that same position. it seem like all u do lately is degrade me. I havnt heard a nice complement all week. so r u my friend? act like it. and finally azia. i ask how ur doing, and i make sure ur ok. and i kno u have ur moods. but dont cuss me out or be so darn rude when i have one of my own moments.
as for slippery floors: yeah. they've tortured me today.

horrible day

ok so omg today sucked so badly... it even started off badly at 7 in the morning with the juice beast [ ask mickey for the details] my knee still hurts, not to mention the fact that my sophomore classmates had the time of their life making fun of me about it, and also, kids kept kicking it purposely when i wasnt looking. how rude! in 2nd period, i swear i wanted to kill bellina. if she does anything more to make me mad, i think im gonna crack. btw, i feel like mentioning the fact that mrs hutches is an overstimulated wierdo. ok- so on to the other drama. totally bombed my notebook check in AP. im so disorganized. and TOM came. a little late. yeahhh... it showed. so HIM and his RETARDNESS bugged me all day, and he probaly wont leave to go back to [virginia] for about another week and a half. UGH!!!! azia was a brat today..i kno somethings wrong with her, but geez- dont just freakin knock me outa the way. aaron also thru a fit. tried apologizing to me later when i wasnt in the best of moods. mom came home. yeahh... the fireworks ALWAYS start when she comes home. im also sick with a cold. i cant breathe thru my nose. soo GRRRR!!!!!

OWW

ok so dallas puched me today. it wasnt hard, but just forceful enough to knock me off balance. i hit the board with my head, and my knee his the extended edge. it hurts like crap. i limped all day; jordan persuaded me to walk normally on it. it worked. then around 5:00 it popped again. and i had to go squaredancing. omgg it hurts sooo badly. the limping has started again bc my knee cant support my weight. its also developed a bruise, but the damage is pretty much inside the leg, not out. neways-balance needs to find me sooner or later...

updates: ;p

ughh no money for homecoming!!
zack came over and my mom keeps rambling on about how cute he is...
cant afford that purity ring in regency square!!
im "bonding" with colby
james is rllyyy nice lately...
jonas brothers obsession has increased.
wanna kill the spanish language and my AP class.
sissy came over tonight :D
ok well gotta go talk with colby

God Bless Mikela

last night was probably the first night in quite a while that the 4 of us have actually done something together on a friday night. we're all just so busy! ok, so we went to the movies to see House Bunny. we all wanted to see it pretty dang badly. the rlly kewl part is that when we got to the actual theatre, we were the ONLY ones in there!!! We were allowed to be as loud as we wanted!! Unfortunately, a couple ppl showed up like 20 mins later. poor mikela tho... the movie was focused around..well... lotsa stuff, and her mom was there, probably ripping her hair out. mickey freaked the whole movie! I dont blame her tho. afterwords, we went into carvel ice cream, and then browsed a little around regency. but wait! HOTTT guy at the concession stand that served me my icee!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol ok. well we jammed 2 the jonas brothers on our way back, and did a quick and silent prayer for mikela. when i got home, the demon children were there. where was my prayer!!!!?????

update! :)

hi dad if your reading this! ok, well school has been going great. still alot of fun, especially hangin' with jordan, mikela, and morgan during school and at the football games. so dad: heres my first shocker. I have my first boyfriend. his name is zack barnes, and mack knows him. I feel a little sick because of all this change, so i kinda said no after i said yes. i dont know. im confused. but im helping zack thru a lot of tough times lately. the insane diabetes car wash is in 4 days!!!! OMG thats so hard 2 believe! we're well on our way 2 rollin in the dough for diabetes!!!! tonight was college night at BHS. mikela, jordan and I hung out as we toured thru all of the college booths. UF was definitely the goal of the evening, but we decided to take a stroll on over to Ohio state " UF's rival " and do a little gator showing off. unfortunately, the dude spent the majority of his time with some other dazed lookin' kid. and this guy at some west palm beach university or something like that was being really sarcastic and funny. he asked what grade we were in, and we said " freshman ", and when we left, he said " see you in 3 yrs! " with that malicious looking smile on his face. lol. so im probably spending the night at mikelas this friday, so we can walk 2 walmart in the morning to finish off our carwash checklist. so yeah- thats pretty much by basic update! :]

survey from jordan

R A N D O M M SURVEYYY !

-your lasts-
what was the last thing you ate?: oreo
what was the last ad you saw on the internet/tv?: umm civic/hybrid commercial
who was the last person that commented you?: on myspace? a girl names lily
who was the last person you voted for on american idol?: david archulete <3
what was the last thing you searched for on google?: printable birthday cards
when was the last time you went outside?: today when i was decorating for halloween
who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: mikela or aaron
when was the last time you bought new shoes?: b4 skewl started back
when was the last time you played a mario game?: at jordans birthday. im addicted to mario 64 lol
when was the last time you stayed home from school?: umm 4th grade i think
when was the last time you saw your mom?: i see her right now on the sofa
what was the last movie you saw?: notebook
what was the last song you heard?: wake me up when september ends by greenday
what was the last cherry-flavored thing you ate?: an actual cherry
-your phone-
don't do it if you don't have one (:
what kind of phone service do you have?: verizon
what color is your phone?: maroon BHS colors!! :]
what are the the last two numbers of you cell phone number?: 67
what does 3rd text message in your inbox say?: i just happened to erase them. but i i think it was ryan anderson saying i look really nice in a pic he made me send him
what does the 5th text message in your outbox say?: serious.
go to your phonebook, who is the 1st person under T?: taylor Miley
who is the 6th person under B?: i only have 5
who is the 2nd person under S?: shawna
who is the 4th person under R?: only
who is the 2nd person under W?: no W
who is the 1st person under A?: aaron
what is your 8th ringtone?: ringtone 1 lol
who is your last missed call from?: Mickey
-this or that-
nerds or jolly ranchers?: nerds
hollister or american eagle?: american eagle
aim or msn messenger?: aim
vanilla or chocolate?: vanilla
hotdogs or hamburgers?: hamburgers
coke or pepsi?: split decision
pens or pencils?: pens
keyboard or piano?: keyboard
summer or winter?: winter
spring or fall?: fall
sledding or swimming?: sledding
week days or weekends?: weekends
christmas or easter?: christmas
tapes or dvds?: dvd's
-random section-
what was the first pet you ever had's name?: Sammy
what would your name be if you were the opposite sex?: my mom was gonna name me either jackson or tanner
what color underwear are you wearing?: brown
have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: yeah
what was it about?: i think starving children in africa :[
have you ever eaten a papaya?: uuhh idk
do you like your handwriting?: no but others do
what was your last dream about?: idr
can you sing the alphabet backwards?: no
can you type without looking at the keyboard?: a little nit
do you have an ipod? what kind is it?: nope i cant afford one
look to your right, what is the first thing you notice?: towel
look to your left, what is the first thing you notice?: converse shoes

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a survey from morgs

45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone

whats your name spelt backwards?: eiznikcm
What did you do last night?: i studied and hung out on the computer
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: microsoft word
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: uhhh no....
Last time you swam in a pool?: aunts house. lord knows when...
What are you wearing?: snowflake pajama pants and an idaho t-shirt
How many cars have you owned?: none
Type of music you dislike most?: rap or really old country
Are you registered to vote?: nope. not nationally
Do you have cable?: of course.
What kind of computer do you use?: desktop/dell
Ever made a prank phone call?: haha guys remember 1800 ask garry?
You like anyone right now?: yeahh... and jordan u can just stay out of it. true friends back you up on these things.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: if i was trying to play out my life before something drastic happened.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: california
What's your favorite comic strip?: none. dont read them
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: for the most part. there are like 3 phrases i get mixed up
Shower, morning or night?: night
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: no time for movies. the notebook i guess. twilights coming out soon!!!!
Favorite pizza toppings?: supreme without sausage
Chips or popcorn?: depends.
What cell phone provider do you have?: verizon
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: i dont think so. wow that was random
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: haha no but i think mikela should be in one
Orange Juice or apple?: orange all the way baby
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: mikela zack and ashley
favorite chocolate bar?: reesees and if that doesnt count then crunch
Who is your longest friend and how long?: technically michelle- since i was 2. but otherwise courtney-since 1st gradeju8
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: idk probably like a month
Have you ever won a trophy?: yeahh :]
Favorite arcade game?: oohh that little snow thing where you have to turn the handles and the ball cant fall of the edges!!!!!
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: yeah.. the cheapskapes
Sprite or 7-UP?: prob sprite
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: yeah yates
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: walgreens!!! brandon high shirt and ballcap
Ever thrown up in public?: yeah- sweet tomatoes.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: true love
Do you believe in love at first sight?: heck yes
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: UGHH Why those two?????????????????
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: yeah... it reached past my butt lol
What message is on your voicemail machine?: i barely ever listen to them
Where would you like to go right now?: school to see ******* ( mikela knows ) or jonas brothers concert
Whats the name of your pet?: which one? nala or hex?
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: plaid jansport- the usual skewl stuff
What do you think about most?: jonas brothers boys and of course my best friends...

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25 People You Know and 75 Things You Know About Them

Name 25 people you know, in random order, off the top of your head.
Don't look at the questions before you put the names down!!!
1: Courtney
2: morgan
3: mikela
4: jordan
5: bailey
6: DQ
7: Zack Barnes
8: jessica
9: azia
10: bernice
11: teresa
12: Andrew (tennis)
13: James Plachta
14: Jack
15: laura
16: devyn
17: krystal
18: David
19: Andrew Vizzi
20: kara
21: Jasmine
22: Taylor
23: susan
24: Aaron
25: nick
Now answer each question honestly and to the best of your ability.
What's 23's favourite colour?: idk i think its green
Who did 16 last go out with?: travis
Would you date 2?: haha sure. lol jk morgan
Would 9 & 3 hook up, or have they ever?: hahah NO. Mikela woud die. haha
Does 13 have any piercings?: im kinda scared to kno
Do you have/have you had a crush on 5?: shh... lol no
Rate 1 on a 1-10 scale of cuteness.: courtney's beautiful!
Are 23 & 7 friends?: i think
What city does 11 live in?: i think brandon or valrico
Have you stayed the night at 21's house?: no but i would if invited
Who is 18's best friend?: i have no clue
Do you know any secrets about 20?: no
Would 10 & 22 be a good couple?: oh heckkk noo
Is 17 openly gay/bi?: nope
What religion does 15 have?: pshh i have no idea dude
What do you REALLY think of 19?: haha number 19 is painful!!
Would you trust 4 with a secret?: with my life
Do you know 25's parents?: no but i'd hope he gets his good looks from one of them
Do you think that 6 is hot?: EW
Do you have 8's phone number?: yeah
Describe how 12 dresses.: the most retarded grandpa shoes, prep shorts, and random tight fitting shirts
Describe 24 in three words.: otter, ostrage, really kind
Would you ever kiss 14?: ohh yeahh
Would 10 & 24 be a good couple?: nahh it doesnt fit lmao
What is 3's favourite animal?: mikela do u even have one? panda? lol jk
How did you meet 15?: GAP camp or freshmen orientaion idr
Would you visit 22 in the hospital?: yeahh
What would you do if 16 died?: i would cry every night and pray
What would you do if 7 had a baby?: is that physically possible? id visit the baby
Do you think you'd be invited to a party held by 17?: yeah
Is 1 your best friend?: one of the 6
Is 25 actually someone you know well?: not really
Do you love 4?: with all my heart [ as a friend oc ourse ]
When was the last time you spoke to 8 in person?: friday
Have you had drinks with 13?: yeah we drank milk at lunch pshh
Is 16 on Myspace?: not online but yeah
Does 19 skateboard?: NO
Have you dated 21 or any of their exes?: nope
When was the last time you called 20?: never
Have you ever given 11 a hug?: yeahh
Have you cried in front of 12?: ive complained
Does 14 know how to draw?: i kinda doubt it. an artistic masculine football player is kinda funny
Does 10 like children?: she IS one lmao
Is 6 over the age of 18?: no he's 14
Does 2 own a dog?: no but she wants one
Do you know 16's best friend?: she considers me as one
Name one attractive thing about 15.: we're both girls, retard. but uhh pretty eyes
What is 18's middle name?: guthrie??
Does 9 like your favourite band?: no she wants to kill them i think
Have you seen 23 in a swimsuit?: yeah
Can 6 play an instrument?: i dont think so
Where did you meet 17?: skewl
Do you think 13 and 7 should date?: omgg thats the most hilarious question yetttt..!!!!!!!!!
Who is 20 going out with?: no one i think
What would life be like if you had never met 5?: emptier and a little less fun
Where was the last place you've gone with 16?: after skewl
Have you ever had a crush on 21?: no lol
Has 25 been to your house?: no
Have you seen 7's bedroom before?: no but tht would be realll interesting
Does 18 live in another town than you?: i dont think so
Is 16 single?: you never know with devyn
Has 1 ever borrowed money from you?: idr
Have you ever met 14's grandma?: no... but his mom yeahh
Is 3 one of your exes?: yeah mikela and i have gone out o_0 lol
Can 16 sing well?: idk
What is 23's favourite movie?: she has a lot
What country is 12 from?: italy ( dont ask how i kno that )
Does 19 like country music?: idk but probably not
What did 22 dress up as last Halloween?: haha a bumblebee
Does 12 have a computer?: most likely
How much older or younger than you is 24?: same age
Do you think 10 is pretty/handsome?: yeah i think bernice is really pretty
What was the last reason 2 went to the hospital?: morgan was born?
When was the last time you saw a movie with 20?: havnt so far
Has 8 tried sushi?: idk
Does 11 smoke?: yeah. lol jk
Will 6 ever go out with 22?: NOOO wait actually, yeah

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Sixty-Nine Odd Questions

Are your parents married or divorced?: divorced boooooo
Are you a vegetarian?: no. but ive come close
Do you believe in Heaven?: definitely
Have you ever come close to dying?: no
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: brandon bracelet
Are you eating?: no
Do you eat the stems of broccoli: lol yeah??
Do you wear makeup?: yeah
Would you ever have plastic surgery?: No. God has given me this body
What do you wear to bed?: t shirt and pajama pants
Have you ever done anything illegal?: yes.
Can you roll your tounge?: no
Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?: not at the moment
Do you believe in Abortions?: NO
What is your Hair color?: brown
Future child's name, boy and girl?: i wanna decide with my husband
Do you smoke?: NO and NEVER WILL
If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?: cali with my family to see everybody
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: yes. :]
If you won the lottery, what would you do first?: split it with family and friends/meet jonas brothers
Gold or silver?: depends
Hamburger or hot dog?: hamburger
If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?: veggie cowzone
City, beach or country?: city
What was the last thing you touched?: my computer mouse duhh
Where did you eat last?: kitchen table
When's the last time you cried?: monday
Do you read blogs?: yes. their fun
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?: uhh no?
Ever been involved with the police?: yes. but it was when i was asked to witness something i have seen
what's your favorite shampoo/conditioner and soap?: its squave and its like a smoothie thing
Do you talk in your sleep?: yes. i am hilarious :]
Ocean or pool?: ocean
What's your favorite song at the moment: a little bit longer by the jonas brothers
have you ever had a cavity?: yes. UGH
Window seat or aisle seats?: depends on if i wanna be left alone or talk to the ppl across from me
Ever met anyone famous?: no :[
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?: Yes, and I will in the future too
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: cut
What is your fav. sport to play?: basketball and bowling
Basketball or football?: BASKETBALL YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!
when was the last time you went to the bathroom?: idk but i gotta go now
Do you drive a stick?: yes. with leaves and everything.
Cake or ice cream?: both
Are you self-conscious?: depends on what its about
Do you like any of your close friends?: as in crush? yeah
Have you ever given money to a bum?: lol no but i kinda want to :]
Have you been in love?: not truly
Where do you wish you were?: with jordan morgan mikela bailey and courtney
On myspace why is the 1st person on ur top 8 there?: because the jonas brothers are amazing!!!!!
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?: no
Can you tango?: lol id fall, right mickey and jordan?
Last gift you received?: jonas brothers magazine
What occasion did you recieve your gift?: any other day in the life of me
Last thing you spent lots of money on?: brandon high gear preparing 4 armwood game
Where do you live?: across from bhs
Last wedding attended.: crappy 4th of july shishgabang
Favorite restaurant?: beef o bradys or clubhouse
What is your favorite kind of car?: convertable
Most hated food(s): seafood
Most loved food(s)?: pasta
Can you sing?: yeah.
Person on your mind?: jonas brothers and my crush and mikela
What's your least fav. chores?: dishes
Favorite drink?: water
Currently have a Crush?: ohh yeah.. and stupid ashley told him!!!!! :~
How long was your longest drive in a car?: like... idk 2 1/2 hours to gainsville
Why do you do Myspace surveys?: their fun
Do you know who Nick Tyo is?: a guy u made up. retard.

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Big High School Survey

You go to your house after school and see the front door wide open. You..?: freak and check to make sure everythings still here
What's you favorite hobby?: writing
Obama or NObama?: NObama lol
Do you support abortion?: NOOO
Do you use the word hate?: yeah.. i shouldnt tho
What do you do in your spare time?: write-basketball-bowl-friends-internet
Someone offers to pay for free sky diving lessons for you. What do you say?: lemme think about it...
Do you like sushi?: UGH
Rock or Country music?: rock
A day at the mall or a day in the country?: mall
Your ideal outfit is what?: a panda suit... hahah kellie
Do you get along with your parents?: yup thank god
Do you have siblings?: 1 sister and 1 step bro
Do you have pets?: kitties.. doggies.. birdies...
What's your favorite animal?: dont have one
If you found $100 in front of someone's house what would you do?: go up to there door and return it... yeah im modest deal with it
Do you consider yourself trustworthy?: ehh...
Do you like taking pictures?: LOVE TO!!
Are you in any clubs/organizations at school?: u betcha
Are you patriotic?: yes... yes i am.
Is the U.S.A. the best country in the world?: uhhh... probably
Would you ever let the flag touch the ground?: NO
Blond or brunette for the opposite sex?: brunette
What's your least favorite color?: grey
Do you like horses?: yeah
Do you like sloths?: yeah their cute
Would you rather have a night out or a comfy night in?: night out
A lot of people or a few people to hang with?: depends on the moment
Job or sports?: split decision
Cell phone or computer?: split decisoin
Chips&cheese or chocolate&fruit?: chocolate and fruit
Where were you on 9/11/01?: hungry howies.
Do you think your a nice person?: at times.
Do other people consider you nice?: yeah. kinda. wel...
Do you get good or bad grades?: good. ima nerd
Do you like black and white pictures or regular pictures better?: their both pretty kewl depending on the tone
Do you like the color gold or silver better?: depends
Do you get grounded often?: yeah... but my parents dont follow thru... so no.
Do you have a curfew?: hahah NO
Are your parents strict?: NO
Do you enjoy school?: YES!!!! i cant help it!
Lip gloss or chapstick?: lip gloss
Do you fall for people easily?: wayy too easily
Do you think girls endure more than guys?: oh yeahh
Is it fair girls have to have the babies?: yeah... we handle it better
If males concieved the baby do you believe there would be less pregnancies?: yeah. lol
Would you ever consider adoption?: sure.
How was your day today?: excellent cuz its nicks b-day!!
Are you a morning person?: sometimes
Are you a night person?: i'd say so
Is your best friend the same sex or the opposite sex?: same
Do you believe girls create a lot of unneeded drama?: yeahh totally
Do you think there is someone for everyone?: yes. definitely
Does age matter in relationships?: idk. ive always been unsure
Do you like watchin the stars and the moon?: yeah
Do you like thunder storms?: yeah
Are you afraid of bad weather?: no
What color are your eyes?: hazel
Do you believe in fate?: YES
Do you believe in love at first sight?: YESS
What are you thinking about at the moment?: my stuffy nose and how i cant breathe
Are you smart for your age?: school smart-yes. common sense-NO
Are you stressed at the moment? If so why?: nahh
Have you ever/are you in love?: no.
Are you concerned about global warming?: yes.
What is your favorite state?: probably cali
When you get older are you going to live where you live now? Why?: idk. let that come when it comes
What is a career you are thinking about pursuing?: writing/journalism/tv anchor
Do you have the college picked out that you want to attend?: not yet
Do you like hard candy or soft candy better?: soft
Would you rather go to an amusement park or a mall?: amusement park
Are clothes important to you?: nahh
What is your ideal pair of shoes?: converse or flats
What is one thing you want right now?: jonas brothers
Do you think long-distance relationships can work?: depends on the affection level
If someone is wearing all black, do you instantly assume they are goth?: yeah. unless they r one of those backstage crewhands or something
Are horoscopes true?: pshh no
Is coincidence real?: well... idk actually
How do you feel about the person you are becoming?: confident-positive'excellent
Do you like the color red?: no not really
Do you get mad easily?: yes
Are you emotional?: sometimes
What are your thoughts on animal abuse?: if you do it, U SHOULD GET A TASTE OF UR OWN MEDICINE. GET A LIFE AND A HEAD CHECK IDIOTS!!
Are you vegetarian?: no
Are vegetarians healthy?: soft point of mine. the whole thing with nadia...
Do you think college should be required? Why?: not required. but suggested-yeah.
Are you planning on attending college?: yeahh!!!
Does your family own a business?: no...
Are you close to your grandparents?: yeah
Should the USA have prepaid health care like France?: idk what france is like
Do you sing?: yeah
What's your favorite genre of music?: pop light rock in that area
Should there be freedom of speech in schools?: to an extent
What is your opinion of school uniforms?: depends on type of school
Do you honestly care about other countries? Why?: yeah... we are all gods children
Is green the new pink?: what? sure??
How do you feel about two-faced people?: they just have their own things their dealing with
Can someone ever be perfect?: no
Have you ever received stitches? If so, for what?: no
Ever had a nose bleed?: idk probably
Ever bitten your tongue so hard it has bled?: yes... ow!!
How do you relieve your rage?: hugs
Out of anger, have you ever hit something so hard you broke a bone?: no.
Do you believe in the death penalty?: very VERY soft spot. personal issues.
Have you ever broken any bones? If so, how?: no
Do you like ice cream?: yes.
Do you like speeding?: in cars-no.
Have you ever went to school so tired that you slept in every class?: nah... only zoned out for like 12 seconds
Ever been so mad you couldn't talk?: plenty of times
Do you stutter often?: oh yeah
Do you know what FFA stands for?: future farmers of america?
Have you ever taken an agricultural class?: no
Are you tall, average, or short?: between average and short
Ever fallen asleep at the wheel?: dont drive
Do you think energy supplements are bad?: yes.
What's your favorite energy drink?: none
What's your favorite thing to drink?: juice
Do you enjoy walking?: yes
Do you like aerobics?: uhh idk
Do you do pilates?: lmao
Have you ever tried yoga? Why?: no-idk
Is the outcome of your life up to you?: YES YES YES YES
Is excercise important to you?: yes
Do you live in town or on a farm? Do you like it?: town- yes i like it
Ever tried to blow up a rattlesnake with black cats and water dynamite?: how dare u ask this!!!!
Do you have straight or curly hair naturally?: straight
Is your hair long or short?: varies from month to month
Do you like your hair?: depends on the day
Is having a sense of humor vital in the opposite sex?: yes
Would you rather go on many dates or have a steady relationship?: steady relationship
Does peer pressure only works on those who don't know what they believe?: no cuz everyone has a point of weakness in the,
Is love or money more important to you?: love

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- Nicks the type of guy that meets perfection in my eyes. Or as close as perfect comes. I dont care what everyone else's opinions are- but he's a hero. and heres why:
his values. his family means the world to him, and he keeps everything that matters to him close to his heart. When he thinks of something- he values it. when he does something- he values it. when he gets something that everybody in the world would kill for- he values it.
his respect. lord, does he sure have it... How can you be hassled my millions of fans each day, stalked, called, myspacing, etc, and still bear with us?? No matter how crazed we become over him and his brothers, he loves us. he'll do anything for us. he wont trash talk a fan or ignore them. he's a one of a kind equal.
his creativity. hes a celebrity. a beloved celebrity. and he finds the time to keep hold of himself and know who he is inside. he writes his own songs. how amazing is that?? He has his own beliefs, and ways of doing everything. you see his flips and stunts on stage? thats who he is. simply amazing.
his bravery. so much can happen in the world!!! fans can suddenly turn on you, hate you, and demand so much from you!! but he gets out there and does what he does. Never afraid to try something new. and that is extremely hard to find.
his courage. what a life nick has had. especially with his strugle for diabetes. He doesnt mope around in sorrow- he continues on- nick J style. thats a gift. thats a freaking gift from god. and he encourages us all to just hold on and enjoy the ride- its all part of the plan
most of all- for being him. he means the world to fans everywhere. he's a role model- icon-idol, everything in between. and he lives up to it.
So Nick Jerry Jonas.
On your birthday, may you have one heck of a great time. everything you want- you deserve it. thanks for all you do. thanks for being there. thanks for holding on.
party with ur bros- slam on your guitar- just dont hit yourself in the head with your microphone, k? Habe a beautiful birthday...

Happy Birthday Nick!! :D

Happy birthday Nicholas Jerry Jonas!!!
Nick is my inspiration. He's my idol, who I want to be, and who I admire. My friends think I'm obsessed with him and the jonas brothers, but thats not it. They have just touched me so deeply that I simply cant hide my love for them and their music. So todays blog goes out to Nick, wishing you/him a rockin, burnin up, fantastic, one of a kind Jo bros kind of birthday. I'm behind you 100% in everything you do, and u rock my sox.
~ enjoy your sweet 16th!!! ~ Kinzie

GO EAGLESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah!! brandon won our first home game against king!
Jordan wore king colors- boo!! I got krazy and danced. hurt my throat so badd!!!
i was hangin out with mikela, jordan, morgan, bailey, baiza, and like other random ppl. A few times I'd go hang out with one of the football players mom. they're my neighbors. but i caught a ride home with them and oohhh!!! jack was all pumped, hot, sweaty, and sick :[

and soo.... freshmen year TRULY starts.

I knew it wouldnt be this easy; this awesome. I mean, i love it, but then again, i hate it. So much high school drama to begin with. But thats not why im in this funk. classes are getting so hard! the quizzes are piling up, projects are due, tests on their way, teachers that say " shhhh " too much. The annoying kid in every class that you just wanna give him a good talkin to. and dont even get me started on spanish. that has me all up in a bundle. How am i EVER gonna master a foreign language?? but hey, I can say this: ;) : como te llamas. Quetal? ahh si.. Me llamo es Mckinzie. Soy de Florida. De donde eras? mouy bein chica! Me gusta es me musica y me amigos. lol ok so i just said: what is your name, how are you? ahh yes.. My name is Mckinzie. I am from florida. Where are you from? good girl! I like my music and my friends.
thats like, stuck in my mind but the rest i cant grasp.

Our progress on our fundraiser...

ok, so far, we've come an excellent distance for the amount of time we've put in. On September 28, on a sunday, we are having a bake sale and car wash at advanced auto parts;the one across the street from k-mart and kanes furniture. The irony is, advanced auto parts happens to already be sponsoring the JDRF. We have a ton of people signed up to vulunteer, and a good amount of people who promised to come and get their car washed. I even emailed 933flz the other night and asked if they could help advertise our efforts on the radio station. The program director informed me that they would be more than happy to announce it for us. Everywhere I look now, I think of diabetes or hear about it. And on my saynow.com, already 7 jonas brothers fans have contacted me saying how sweet this is of us, and how we are inspiring them. I'm telling you, I think God has a plan for this fundraiser. I also made our donation box today. We have a total of 40$ made. For not even starting the events yet, we are proud of that small sum of money. So to all of those philanthropists out there, cmon, lets help stop diabetes. . .

we're getting famous!!

ok so I just contacted 93.3flz about them advertising our upcoming car washes and bake sales for our diabetes fundraiser.The program director emailed me back saying that they would happily announce it. To just hit them up on email a couple days b4 the event. They're gonna make it public!!
In addition, I feel that what we are doing is kinda meant to be. Mikela and I walked into advanced auto parts today and asked if we could set up a car wash. But we noticed that on the wall, they had quite a bit of those paper converse shoes that mean that customer is donating money to that charity. Well, turns out, advanced auto parts is already starting to sponsor it. So us picking that place for our key car wash spot is unbelievably mind boggling. I also tuned into the tv set today, and the very 1st commercial was about diabetes. Is god speaking to me????/ Is this really gonna be as successful as we were hoping it would be?????

Walk for Diabetes

In April 2009, there will be a walk for diabetes at the st. pete times forum. My close friends and I are planning to go, but we wanted to be able to donate a couple thousand dollars. So the deal is: We are getting as many people as we know to come together and commit to activities such as car washing, bake sales, fundraisers, etc to earn the money. This will all take place over a 7-8 month period, meaning that there will be a multitude number of times we are holding these events. Therefore, any volunteer is not forced to attend all of the events. Even 1 would be a help. So if you would like to be a part of this and help with the carwashes, etc, just contact me and I'll clue you in. Once the big walk comes, we plan on presenting the charity with the money. So this is very exciting to us. If you are interested in helping with car washes, bake sales, etc, just contact me. :) " Just a little bit longer, and they'll all be fine..."

elementary 101!

so today, I was literaly sitting at home and playing basketball as I watched the brandon high sross country team run by. I came inside to cool off, and i recieved a text from my best friend mikela saying " OMG Mrs. Shettle is here!!" She ended up telling me it was game night, and that a lot of my elementary teachers were there. I couldnt resist but to ride my bike there. It may have taken me quite a while, not to mention I felt like I was roasting in an oven, but I made it. The first teacher i saw : Mrs. Shettle; 4th grade reading and writing class. Now this is the cool part: She saw me, and her mouth dropped about 3 inches. I'm not exxagerating. She flipped out. She put her hands on my cheeks and hugged me. " My 6 girl! I could never forget you!" She told mikela and I how she remembered all of our scores, and just the thought of such a caring teacher almost put me to tears. I loved Mrs. Shettle, and these past few years were scary because she had cancer I think, and we werent sure if she was going to make it. But now, she's up and running as a teacher again. Also tonight, I encountered Mrs. Johnson: 3rd grade science and mathematics, and Mrs. Holloman: 4th grade science and mathematics. I got lots of hugs. I also saw my old media specialist, allthough i never actually talked to her. And I saw my old assistant principal, who is now the head honcho himself. Go Mr. Shields!!! For the majority of the night, however, Mikela and I hung out with a friend of ours from Brandon High school. Zach Barnes. he was soooo flippin funny that I almost died from laughing. I almost choked on what i was eating. Zach is hilarious............... So tonite was awesome!! Much Much MUCH better that sitting alone at the house waiting for my mom to get off of work. Cant wait to see what the weekend brings!! :)

Filling you in...

who am i cheering for? ( bucs, raiders, or eagles?) eagles babyyy!!!!
So my first week of high school has already passed! For the most part, everything seems easy so far, even my AP human Geography. But oh lord, that class is till going to annoy me, even though its an AWESOME class. Theres a student that wont shut up. GRRRR.... Lets see, hope is pretty cool. My uniform looks like balloon shorts, but oh well. mean teacher, though. My english teacher seems a bit loony, and we havnt done anything in class except ramble on about the future and the current new district policy for keeping the air ant 78 degrees or higher. I'm burning up! Spanish.... spanish is a BLAST. The teacher is a complete nut, but acts like a student. she does silly dares and calls us some, uh, "names" in spanish that she uses to mess aroud with. All the sophomores and juniors in class love making fun of her and the spanish language in general. AP is a blast, except for that one student. Gemometry; most laid back and nicest teacher i have ever met. besides Mrs. Elliott and Mrs. Hillary. lunch is sooo crowded,i refuse to buy it anymore. instead, i bring my own lunch, put it in my locker in the morning, and take it out for lunch later. In reading, the teacher is my least favorite i think. And whenever i walk into the room, i get a painful headache. the wierd thing is, EVERY SINGLE STUDENT in that class says that. Its really bizzare. On the bright side, I have learned some really upper level vocabulary. Thats the only positive thing about my 7th period reading class. And for biology, i hate it. I hate who i sit next to, the class is loud and rude, and i think my teacher is paranoid. Not to mention taht i have to dissect a fetal pig and study live earthworm behavior. Outside of school, I have been keeping up with my volunteer hours and doing homework each night. My biggest habit change from middle school is that I try to complete every assignment as early as possible. For example, I have notes due in two weeks, I already have 3/5 of it done now. Lets see, my sister is checking out this new house that her and her boyfriend might be moving into, and I'm also playing basketball every day after school. I think that in my sophomore year I want to try out for the team. Ive been babysitting A LOT. Whoaa, I'm a busy bee. But the terrible thing is, Ive only been getting about 5 hours of sleep a night. Getting up so early is a hard routing to fall into, considering the fact that i dont go to bed until around 1 in the morning. Just think of when the actual school activities start, such as football games, etc. I will be sleeping as I'm walking home each day. But all in all, I think the next 4 years ahead of me are going to be one of the most exciting times of my life. And I'm really happy that my freshmen year has finally started.

First day Freshman!!!

After 8 years of grade school and ready to become a freshman, the day arrived when i started high school! I really couldnt sleep at all the night before, and I think i was up till about 2:30 or 3:00. When 6:00 rolled around, I finally woke up and got ready for the best 4 years of my life!
Jordans mom dropped her off, and we started walking since i live right across the street. The neighbor flashed a friendly smile as he prepared for his junior year. Walking on campus was HECTIC. Cars were everywhere, and Jordan and I went through the side. Manouvering along the sidewalk, intimidated by all the upperclassmen, I just kept a steady pace and braced myself. Walking into the cafeteria, I was hounded by like, 5 sophomores who I knew from Mann. I recieved lots of hugs and " OMG I missed you; I havnt seen you in forever." After my little reunion, my friends and I met up somewhere close to the back. soon, it was time to start this new milestone in my life. Homeroom bored me to tears, and when the bell sounded, i thought it was some kind of car beeping. What a wierd bell! Mann's was a lot more distinguished. So i proceeded throughout the day. Now im going to touch the interesting parts. I walked into my Spanish class, took the first seat i saw, and was surprised to see ALL upperclassmen walking through the door. I went up to Mrs. Blankenship, told her my dilemma, and she said that i was in the right class. " We are all loved in the Spanish world!" she practically sang to me. So, in short, the majority of my 3rd period spanish class are probably juniors. Lunch was even more crazy. people everywhere!!! We dont have to stay in our seats like at Mann, and the lunch lines were so busy that I just totally skipped lunch. I wasnt messin' with all that. My classes seem really fun and challenging, especially AP human Geography. Mr. Johnson is my only guy teacher. When the final bell rang, I hovered over my locker and retrieved a few notebooks and a textbook that I had stuffed in there earlier. It was such a drag that school was cancelled the next day, and to think that Fay neber even hit us!!! Hmmph. Anyways, my first day of high school was crazy, yet awesome. But I can safely say that more than half of my teachers are complete lunatics. Mrs. Blankenship is even crazier than Mr. Borden was!!! She was " loco in the cabesa " I got the shivers. So yeah! Thats my newest update, and we'll see what tomorrow brings! :)
Oh wait I forgot to tell you that when i was on my way to the commons, heading for biology 1 honors, I suddenly recieved a smack in the forehead. That scared the begeezees out of me!!! And who else would that be? Lloyd, my dirty, good for nothin, rotten step brother; in his sophomore year. Geesh. The audacity of some upperclassmen!!!

Poem for Mrs. Hillary

Bedtime story
silece echoes throughout every hallway,-
every room, and she sleeps peacefully.
Angel nestled in between blankets and bedsheets,
vibrant and glowing, as she dreams the sweetest of dreams.
A distant sound, soft, but just loud enough-
to wake the precious sleeper.
A moment's hesitation,
but cured with the gentle touch of her mothers arms.
And she drifts back into unawareness,
swept away by the gentle rocking and cooing
from a voice so familiar, so fond of.
There is no greater bond.

Guys I seriously need your help

ok, I think i cleared the air when i told u guys that the dude who called me was some random guy that wanted me to sing my jonas brothers song. tonight, I went to go check the account again and see if i had any more mysterious voice messages. well, I have 3, and my thoughts on them are all jumbled up. the guys name is chris, so he says. he also says he is a big friend of the jonas brothers and when they come to LA he goes on tour with them and that he also went with them to the jay leno show. he gave me other details, but the messages are hard to understand. however, he said he likes the song and that i have a flawless voice. he saved my message that i sent back to him a week ago, and he also says he will be sure to send the jonas brothers my song. so, this could be either good news that something AMAZING is happening here, or that I am being stalked. lol.
So here's where your help comes in.
I am specifically directing this to anyone tht has any insight on what is going on.
( dad, Mrs. Hillary...)
ok...
please go to saynow.com and login as me. call me for the username and password.
( mrs hillary, i believe u have my number, and if not, mrs elliott does, so yeah.)
then, listen to the messages and call me BACK as to your opinion. please guys, this would mean the world to me...

the call that changed everything

before i begin, i just want to say that God is always there to back you up. All your dreams, your hopes; god is standing with you on them. And all we can do is go along with them to make him proud, and thank him with all of our hearts.
You guys know that we have written a song for the jonas brothers. actually, half of a song. but never in my wildest dreams have i believed that they would return my call. about 2 hours aho, I left another voice message telling them that half of the song has been written, and if they choose to critique it, to just call me. 10 minutes later, i recieved a text from the fan line telling me to register at saynow.com to hear their response. after registering, i heard it. and cried.
they wanted me to sing it for them! and i think it was either joe or kevin that answered. im betting on kevin, the oldest. but what i know for sure is that it actually WAS them. And all these past nights of praying before going to bed and including my hopes for this song, god has given it to me.
So i responded. I sang the song, and gave them all the details. God cant grant us all of our wishes; but if this was meant to be, then it will. my prayers are an even bigger part of me now, and I ask that everyone that would like to see this follow through will prey with me. And God bless the jonas brothers, for returning their gratitude. I know that they will do anything to make their fans happy.

jumble of random updates

so... this is another random post on what ive been up to lately....
Ive been school shopping and getting all of my new clothes together and also my supplies. school cant come any slower! I need it to be here!!! I am definitely looking forward to becoming a freshman, but I'm worried about finding my way because that school seemed huge compared to Mann!! Also, My friends and I have been writing our jonas brothers song. and get this, the last time i saw them, we only came up with ONE line. And now, only 3 days later, I've only been able to add 3 more.
so, after 4 days, we have one verse written. such slow progress!! Every day I am expecting to hear something about baby hillary, and I cant wait to see her first picture! I remember when she used to be, uh, i think it was a cashew? peanut? well, some kind of nut. and every 4 days or so I check up on my so called " mama" ( my sixth grade teacher mrs elliott) to make sure she is feeling ok. I get really concerned about her. she's preggo too!!!bowlings getting really good; I feel like im becoming a pro! and the fourth book to the twilight saga, breaking dawn, is finally out! I HAD to get the book at midnight. and so far, the book is fulfilling all of my high standards and expectations. as a " writer " I would say stephanie meyer is my literary idol. so, thats it... kinda dull lately, allthough i am going to the mall with my 3 best friends this evening. hope to run into a familiar face!!

inspiration from the jonas!!

today was my besties jordan barretts birthday. to add to all the fun, we decided that we wanted to call the jonas brothers on their myspace fanline. after like 10 minutes of debating what we would say, we actually decided that we wanted to write a song for them. now, this may seem pretty HUGE and IMPOSSIBLE for them to one day actually use, but we have a plan. the jonas brothers log on to myspace every day. we've sent updated reports on the song for them. the cool part comes in with the fact that we want blake rooks band " the process " to meet with us and do the music. their own personal music is amazing, and with their musical abilites and our writing talents as a whole, we can come up with the perfect song to record and send in. im leaving out a couple of steps , so this is probably sounding like it wont work. but watch out world, for soon, the proccess, me, mikela, jordan, morgan, and the jo bros will come together and unite with our hearts all in one place. the love of music.

GAP camp

BEWARE: long post ahead

ok, so these past four days I have been at Gap camp at Brandon high school. GAP stands for " go AP" and i had the time of my life there. I have to admit, I miss taking notes and doing school related activites. The most fun of the week though was when we did the team building activities. we did everything from a human knot, to games like " dont be the dot". and guess what? out of like, 80 freshman, i was one of the five with the dot. Grrr... lol my favorite was when we all sat in a circle and layed in each others lap. the upperclassmen would pull the chairs out from beneath us, so we , the goup of around 80, had to support each other while laying in our neighbors lap and supporting our other neighbor on our own. Jarrett Epps caused the dominoes effect when his kegs gave out beneath him. i mean, we did scavenger hunts in the rain, melting crayons, getting prizes, touring the school, and now i definitely feel prepared. and mrs hillary, i hope you are reading and paying attention to this particular part. I met my english teacher, and we got to sit in one of the classrooms while she directed us. But it didnt even seem real to me. I just felt like i was still your student, and the reality of high school hasnt sunk in yet. It was so wierd.

Anyways, below is my official freshman year schedule.

priod 1 : P.E BLAH

perios 2: English 1 honors

period 3: spanish 1

period 4: AP human geogrophy

period 5: Geometry honors

period 6: lunch

period 7: semantics and logic ( required reading for all freshman)

period 8: biology 1 honors

that was the first semester.

2nd semester:

p.1 american gov honors

p.2 English 1 honors

p.3 spanish 1

p.4 AP human Geo

p.5 geometry honors

p.6 lunch

p.7 P.E

p.8 bioplogy 1 honrs

they are currently reviewing my fcat records to see is I am to take reading for the second semester. anyways, GAP was " da bomb " I even met a special guy. (: It was a great week alltogether.

holding hands from a distance

about 2 or 3 posts ago, I mentioned one of the seniors at the assisted living residence whom i call my fiance. well, despite all of those unforgettable and happy times at the residence, it has its share of sad ones too.
I heard today that he died. personally, I am still in shock. I've witnessed, or ( worked at that place and experieced) 3 deaths. I havnt once been there for any of them, but it makes me sad to talk to one, them brighten up my day, and then this happens.
I got to go into his room today. It still smelled like him, and all of his jackets and hats were still hung up on the coatrack. His momentos and awards from the army( or wherever he served) still hung up in pride; he treasured these things.
But I know that he is in a better place, where he is probably wearing his cowboy hat and " tying up them cows with a lasso." I wont let this unfortunate experience really get to me. I came to work there, and part of growing up is to learn how to accept these things. We all come and go; it is a part of life. But I will always remember him. In fact, he will be the shining star of my next poem, where i promise not to focus on the bad, but to concentrate on what a wonderful man he was, so funny and kind. And I want to tell everyone that this wasnt a bad thing. It was his time.
But i did love him, and cant wait for him to hold my hand again...

Beyond the clouds shadow,
the sun hides away
the sky ahead rumbles
and it all turns grey.
I miss the warm sunshine
and the happiness it brings
for it helps to remind us
of the simplest of things.
My tounge catches a droplet
as I shield my head
and retreat into solitude
to lay in my bed.
The pitter of raindrops
against the old pane
I close my eyes-
this is so mundane.
A habit is forming
with the summers days
it refuses the fun times
and the suns joyous rays.
You know that old song
that the childen say?
i sing to myself
and turn away.
"May the rain make its exit
and follow about,
so the summer can start
and I can go out!
dedicated to daddy...

" cupookie creation"

ok... so tonite, Morgan spent the night at my house. It got a little boring in the beginning, but things took a turn when Morgan and I decided to make our own cookies without following the help of any recipe. It was gonna come from our OWN minds. So sit back, relax, and enjoy this totally awesome story of the origin of the cupookie! {cup-ookie}:" noun; the mix between a cupcake and a cookie."
the #1 rule in making our cupookies is to use ingrediants you have at hand. We simply just kinda brainstormed about what would taste good in a normal cookie. The key is to grab things that, well, you like in a dessert or eat when you have a sweet tooth. ( remember, ask your parents permission before using the oven.) We, to be a bit vague about it, used some things like hersheys syrup and red sprinkles. And then, the basics... you know what they are. We wont elaborate on the ingrediants or directions, but we want to point out one of our discoveries during our experiment. When working with the sprinkles and a few other ingredients, our small side bowl ended up looking like strawberry milk. That, actually, made our recipe even more special. And in the end, we had spots of red in the cupookie!! So, your probably wondering how the heck we came up with the name " cupookie." Well, its quite simple. Our mixture of ingredients ended up a bit too runny, so we decided to use one of those cupcake pan thingys with the paper holders!! :) So, after a bit of this and that, ( very original ideas i might add) we baked em'. Well, when we took them out ate ate one, we found they were a bit mushy in the center, so we let the second batch bake a little longer. And they came out fluffy and perfect! Then, when that batch was done, we put the original batch back in to bake some more. Thus, Morgan and I created the cupookie. ( Morgans recipe, our Brains, my writing, our handywork, and our creation...)

sensational, shameless, no not sang-froid " seniors"

first of all, I would like to point out that the word " sang-froid" is wicked awesome. For those of you who dont know the definition, it beens having the state of calmess; keeping your cool.
Now, for the good stuff... Every Saturday and Sunday evenings from 4:00-6:00, I volunteer at an assisted living facility. Rule #1- never call it an old fokes home. younger, disables residents reside there too, and calling it that would be very disrespectful. Now, these past weeks have all come and gone so fast. Volunteering there gives me the pride and feeling of accomplishment, and boy is it EVER so hilarious. After all, you never know whats gonna go on there. heres a very, uh, interesting list... ( please-continue reading-this is worth your while)
- when asking a very polite and humorous resident what she would like to drink for supper, she simply looked and me with one of those wide grins and said " vodka!"
-I was escorting a lost resident to her room because she forgot where it was. When I took her inside, she asked me to help her take her jewelry and coat off. I had laid her coat on her sofa, only to turn around and see her with no shirt on. no bra either.
-A very impatient and thirsty resident always askes for about 2-3 cups of cranberry juice per meal. If he doesnt get it within a 5 minute period, he flags you down and throws a fit.
- There is a younger resident , who, sadly, has the mind of an eight year old. She sometimes brings her barbie to the table, and one time started kicking the entrance door and screaming that she couldnt get out to go to church. And all the while, she stands there cursing. :0
-Theres a resident who had asked me how old I was. When I stood there and told him 14, he said " well, dang. I was gonna ask you to marry me." Ever since then, he has been my " fiance."
-That same man had come to supper wearing a cowboy hat one evening.
I was calling him a cowboy, and when i asked him if he was gonna tie up some cows with a lasso, he sat there and went " yes. Moooo!"
-My favorite resident, who is either 97 or 99 years old once told me that he was too old to, uh, do any " harm" to a woman if you know what I mean."
- One resident didnt come down to dinner one evening, and when i was asked to go get him, he opened the door with his fly undone.
- onother resident sits down for dinner beating his hands against the table. As I was dealing with another resident, he got up and " let one loose" with each step he took.
- That same man mentioned above also pees in the middle of the hallway. wow.
- A very kind lady resident there has a communication problem. We saw her talking one day, and thought it was to another resident. It turns out, she was talking to the mirror. When we called her down for supper, she turns to her reflection and says " I'll kill you later. "
- There is another lady who I think is definitely the life of the party. She'll take any given moment to bust a move on the floor, and within seconds she's got both residents and employees " shakin their tail feather."
- Ahh... the audacity of some seniors! I went to go pick up this mans tray, who, might I add, had licked his bowl clean. As I went for it, he slapped my hand and said " I'm not done! Theres still more!" well, that bowl was so clean it was sparkling...
- Nothing more confusing than trying to communicate with a spanish resident. Apparently, her teeth were hurting, and she would fuss when we brought her food. " Coffee! Coffee!" she argued.
- When you get to be that age, you sometimes dont have it all together. One resident thought she had lost her money, and was questioning one of the other residents at her table about it. That lady was offended, and the two of them fought the whole evening until the one left and marched to her room.

Well, I can assure you that there will be more stories to come. And trust me, some have left me scarred... lol. I'll get back to you all on them!!

randomness =D

well, I've had no specific thing to write about, so I'm going to just gather up some random things that have gone on in the past week. well, Im starting to become a bowling freak. Bowling is on my mind 24/7 since I am on leagues and stuff. my mom hooked me up with this private coach that turned out to be my same coach from camp. I am waiting anxiously for any mail to come about the america library of poetry, even though i probably wont get any word till september 30 when the results are posted on the website. I just got a myspace, which is really wierd since i DO NOT approve of it. I'm scared someone is gonna track me down. but i only got one to keep in touch with my cuzin from california, and, I've ended up with 40 friends on there. who knew im so popular? lol. I have a new preggo teacher to keep track of. I'm constantly worrying about her because I want to know if she is feeling all right with her morning sickness and all. I've been babysitting, mostly for that teacher, whose name I wont announce. I'm sick of the rain; its very depressing. Every Tuesday night i host a small viewing party for the secret life of the american teenager. Both morgan and jordan come over. Courtney Peterson is moving to Virginia within the week, and I'm close to the point of tears. I want to see Mrs. Hillarys little squirt, lol. I cant get in my writing mode, like, AT ALL. I havnt written anything all summer. I need to be in school, i think. Idk, but it just kinda stimulates my brain. I really cant think of anything else to say, but I've been really bored. please, someone get together with me and lets do something!!! lol.

haha MUST READ EVERYONE

ok, so my besties and I know everything that went on friday night. I'm sorry, but that was sooo fun and sooo hilarious. I call these my " highlights of the party"

1) being attacked by snickers through the cat door

2) bailey being attcked by snickers with the bottle cap

3) courtney sliding on the blanket, running into both the coffee table and the china cabinet

4) Courtney prank calling dylan who knew it was her ( haha she was FREAKED!)

5) molly and the rainbow fish

6) imagine if...

7) heated debate between vegetarian and omnivore lol
8) shunning cierra rivera HAHA

9) meeting kyle at American Eagle outfitters ;)

being with all you guys in general...

Courtneys token...

I want to dedicate this poem ( written about a month ago) for one of my besties that is sadly moving to virginia within the next two weeks. I know we cant experience freshman year together, but we will always be able to tell each other. I love ya courtney!

Courtneys token

Friendship is a lasting love

a bond forever there

where trust meets understanding

and to which nothing can compare

Friendship is a shoulder

that catches all your tears

and guides you through the hardships

you endure throughout the years

Friendship is a couple fights

a balance well maintained

we all can speak our own minds

but our love will still remain

Friendship is the laughter

for the times that we've been through

our individuality

with the crazy things we do <3>

Friendships is the northern star

that guides the path we take

we will stick it out together

with every step we make

Friendship is a blessing

I know that I have found

It completes the life I've dreamed of

and builds our solid ground.

After an afternoon at the movie theatres, I came back home with this spectacular movie still in mind. Wall-E is a for both old and young, and teaches you that you can find love in the strangest of places. I would recommend this movie to anyone in need of a good cheering up, or to anyone who just feels like a one of a kind love story between two of the cutest animated characters in movie history. Wall-E , now open in theatres everywhere... :-) haha i sound like a commercial dude :D

Many people arent into reading. The book has to be one heck of a story. Well, you've found it. Its the twilight series. This is the addicting love saga between a vulnerable and helpless human girl who falls completely in love and head over heels with the man of her dreams. But along with this ideal romance comes a secret that not even we could imagine possible. She has fallen for a vampire. And along with this amazing, breathtaking young vampire comes his horde of vampire relatives... You will never read a more compelling novel that literally captivates your attention and has you dreaming about the whole scenario. Chances are, You'll even fall in love with one of the complicated yet irresistable characters. For within this book lies a world of untold sectrets, enemies, life threatening dangers and consequences. I mean, what else would you expect from a book with vampires and werewolves?? But I dont want to ruin the surprise. The twilight movie is coming out december 12, and you will definitely want to have read the book. I guarentee, this will be one of the best literary decisions you will every make in a book. Better than harry potter, no kidding. Its the real thing; fantasy, drama, romance, comedy, all in one amazing, enticing novel by one spectacular woman. My idol; Stephanie Meyer.

my poem

For my soon to be published poem
"like an eagle"

Dream come true!!

ok, so my 8th grade language arts teacher, Mrs Hillary, had given me this flyer on a student poetry contest hosted by the america library of poetry. she said she wanted me to give it a try. well, this was a couple months ago, and I just recieved word today that the ALOP wants to publish my poem " like an eagle " in their newest book titled " brilliance " coming out in the fall. I couldnt breathe, and I wanted to share this experience with you guys. The contest results will be announced September 30, and then I'll find out if i recieved editors choice or 1st place and and so on... But, I will happily dedicate this post to Mrs. Hillary, who I owe my VERY 1ST PUBLICATION to. Thank you so much...

bowling highlight!

I am a really into bowling, and I bowl with my two best friends morgan and jordan. Well today, I was all ready and excited to get my game on, and I was literally jumping up and down. My two coaches had me doing different teqnuiqes, so i was really confused. But I decided on one, which ended up making me fall down on the lane, legs spread out and knees aching! But I did several training devices, and ended up with 4 strikes in a row! my own personal bowling record, since Im a beginner. It was an awesome day...