Clare Bear

I saw the infamous Clare! After my dad picked me up I never stopped smiling. That little girl is too precious for words to explain. Lots of drool :) And Mrs. Hillary is doing fabulous. Its so amazing to watch how she interacts with Clare. The bond they have is so beautiful. Mrs. Hillary is such a good momma!I saw her tickling her, blowing on her, kissing and hugging her... and Clare is getting to that separation anxiety stage. lol. But seeing Clare and Mrs. Hillary was by far the highlight of my day. I missed Mrs. Hillary SO MUCH!

start blogging more!!

im taking a stand with mikela!! im gonna start blogging more!! ok so lately- UGH. u guys kno why. however.... i love the spicy Goddess of the car!! lol well tomorrow is the poetry jam and i think that im overly excited. i really hope i win. lets see- so I recieved brilliance back. that was pretty awesome. i feel like im already famous. well- emerge is probably the most exciting thing for me lately. totally amazing!! ahaha and my slumber party... that was unforgetable.shooting stars, creepy men walking, and annoying seniors with megaphones. wait! dont forget the marshmallows!! and ....yes, we all know.... MARK! We're going BOWLING with him tomorrow!! wait...... we're "not" not going bowling tomorrow. i think- is that right? lol im so confused guys. ily

crazy weeks of fun

these are some awesome events that have happened lately:
1) started christmas shopping 2)going to emerge and the sanctuary at the crossing 3) Ive written tons of poetry 4) school school school 5) recieved some of my birthday presents : Jonas brother poster, tote bag, and a twilight shirt. 6) ordered 3 twloha shirts 7) payed a visit to Mann 8) bowling 9) halloween wedding 10) Novemberfest

its begun

I think most of you know that one of my goals in high school is to publish my first book before my graduation. For me, it takes a lot of planning. and stress, and vocab words from Mrs. P. But I believe I have finally found the right topic to start writing about.
Today after school i was on my testriffic account and was in the mood to write a short story. Ironically enough, I remembered meeting Alane Ferguson last week. it inspired me once again. So i went on Word and started typing away.
I believe I have found the one subject I know will satisfy me. How? Because when I started, I didnt want to stop. Ideas kept flowing and it was amazing! And I can tell that the book-to-be would end up popular in the young adult genre.
So friends-family, Ive started! I'm not going to leak any hints about the contents, because that would ruin the fun! So give me the time span. and im dedicating it to all of you. Oh, and courtney- you too. :) Your DEFINITELY included lol

converse is helping

To write Love on her Arms.

Its been on Mikela's blog and on Jordan's blog, so why not on mine? Ive become officially "obsessed."
I read the transcript for the first time and it truly moved me. After looking in depth to it, I realized that it was something i was going to get hooked on. Because the world can seem so down on you sometimes, and you might feel like theres no esacape, but the Love of others and the Love of God and Jesus Christ is always the answer. No matter what you've done, and no matter what you've been through, your are and will always be loved.
Its really sad when you start the story. How she locked herself in the bathroom and cut those curse words into her arm. and how no one would except her because it was too risky. That probably made her feel even worse. Whats worse than the feeling of not being wanted? By God, or by anyone? And whats worse than having to go through that, to the point where you resort to hurting yourself?
Although it starts off horribly, it closes with more beauty than I can imagine. She was truly healed, for the most part, at least. Because with the help of those that loved her, she was able to get a hold on her life and piece it back together. You cant enjoy the riches of life If you dont learn to love yourself first.
So as I close this blog entry, lets make it kinda fun. we should do a chain. Colby got Jordan hooked, and Jordan shared it with Mikela and I, who got hooked as well. So if you want to see what this movement is all about, I'm passing it on to you. Check out the story. It will change your perspective on a lot of things in life. Its an absolute beautiful piece of work, and I know that it will only get bigger. So TAG! Your it! and remember:
Love is the movement.
To write Love on her arms.

appreciate

guys: this is a rare jonas brothers song.
they wrote it, but they didnt sing it. its on nicks private almbum tho. its amazing.http://view.playlist.com/12611456267