Friday, October 31, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
To write Love on her Arms.
Its been on Mikela's blog and on Jordan's blog, so why not on mine? Ive become officially "obsessed."
I read the transcript for the first time and it truly moved me. After looking in depth to it, I realized that it was something i was going to get hooked on. Because the world can seem so down on you sometimes, and you might feel like theres no esacape, but the Love of others and the Love of God and Jesus Christ is always the answer. No matter what you've done, and no matter what you've been through, your are and will always be loved.
Its really sad when you start the story. How she locked herself in the bathroom and cut those curse words into her arm. and how no one would except her because it was too risky. That probably made her feel even worse. Whats worse than the feeling of not being wanted? By God, or by anyone? And whats worse than having to go through that, to the point where you resort to hurting yourself?
Although it starts off horribly, it closes with more beauty than I can imagine. She was truly healed, for the most part, at least. Because with the help of those that loved her, she was able to get a hold on her life and piece it back together. You cant enjoy the riches of life If you dont learn to love yourself first.
So as I close this blog entry, lets make it kinda fun. we should do a chain. Colby got Jordan hooked, and Jordan shared it with Mikela and I, who got hooked as well. So if you want to see what this movement is all about, I'm passing it on to you. Check out the story. It will change your perspective on a lot of things in life. Its an absolute beautiful piece of work, and I know that it will only get bigger. So TAG! Your it! and remember:
Love is the movement.
To write Love on her arms.
I read the transcript for the first time and it truly moved me. After looking in depth to it, I realized that it was something i was going to get hooked on. Because the world can seem so down on you sometimes, and you might feel like theres no esacape, but the Love of others and the Love of God and Jesus Christ is always the answer. No matter what you've done, and no matter what you've been through, your are and will always be loved.
Its really sad when you start the story. How she locked herself in the bathroom and cut those curse words into her arm. and how no one would except her because it was too risky. That probably made her feel even worse. Whats worse than the feeling of not being wanted? By God, or by anyone? And whats worse than having to go through that, to the point where you resort to hurting yourself?
Although it starts off horribly, it closes with more beauty than I can imagine. She was truly healed, for the most part, at least. Because with the help of those that loved her, she was able to get a hold on her life and piece it back together. You cant enjoy the riches of life If you dont learn to love yourself first.
So as I close this blog entry, lets make it kinda fun. we should do a chain. Colby got Jordan hooked, and Jordan shared it with Mikela and I, who got hooked as well. So if you want to see what this movement is all about, I'm passing it on to you. Check out the story. It will change your perspective on a lot of things in life. Its an absolute beautiful piece of work, and I know that it will only get bigger. So TAG! Your it! and remember:
Love is the movement.
To write Love on her arms.
Monday, October 27, 2008
appreciate
guys: this is a rare jonas brothers song.
they wrote it, but they didnt sing it. its on nicks private almbum tho. its amazing.http://view.playlist.com/12611456267
they wrote it, but they didnt sing it. its on nicks private almbum tho. its amazing.http://view.playlist.com/12611456267
nature valley in blonde hair
hahaha ^^ above title.
ok so today was just blah. u know- stupid mondays. the part that brightened up my day was seeing courtney. i screamed with joy :) so in first period we ran in the freezing cold and my friends chest kinda froze up and she nearly passed out. colby was a trooper tho ;) him and i ran at the same pace for EVER!!! and then i tripped. way to go me. in 2nd period i met alane ferguson and we personally discussed my writing. that was another highlight of the day. she inspired me. in 3rd period it was just hectic with workbook pgs blah blah... and in 4th period- mr. johnson and I had a debate about the jonas brothers. and for the first time in my life... I WON!!! yayy ;) Cody is still "my friend" in 5th period. but im pretty p'od at him. stop feeling me!!! Ugh. i have a ring and u better watch it!! in 6th... hahaha nature valley in camerons hair. i can explain... for some reason i got really mad at him becuz i remembered the whole week he chanted bloody mary, so i dumped my nature valley crumbs all over his hair. i should have done it in wesleys tho. however, it would have gotten stuck. in 7th, we passed around the most HILARIOUS NOTE! HA!! and in 8th... yeah. nothing. so that was my day in a nutshell. i wrote a new poem called Homecoming. you guys should read it.
ok so today was just blah. u know- stupid mondays. the part that brightened up my day was seeing courtney. i screamed with joy :) so in first period we ran in the freezing cold and my friends chest kinda froze up and she nearly passed out. colby was a trooper tho ;) him and i ran at the same pace for EVER!!! and then i tripped. way to go me. in 2nd period i met alane ferguson and we personally discussed my writing. that was another highlight of the day. she inspired me. in 3rd period it was just hectic with workbook pgs blah blah... and in 4th period- mr. johnson and I had a debate about the jonas brothers. and for the first time in my life... I WON!!! yayy ;) Cody is still "my friend" in 5th period. but im pretty p'od at him. stop feeling me!!! Ugh. i have a ring and u better watch it!! in 6th... hahaha nature valley in camerons hair. i can explain... for some reason i got really mad at him becuz i remembered the whole week he chanted bloody mary, so i dumped my nature valley crumbs all over his hair. i should have done it in wesleys tho. however, it would have gotten stuck. in 7th, we passed around the most HILARIOUS NOTE! HA!! and in 8th... yeah. nothing. so that was my day in a nutshell. i wrote a new poem called Homecoming. you guys should read it.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
trick or treat
went to trick or treat street with michelle [first friend i ever had] known her since i was two and she was born ( becuz shes one year younger than i am ) but my best friends now: jordan, Mikela, Morgan, Bailey, and Courtney- they are my favorite, and the ones i can never replace, no matter what happens. dude- when we all die- we're gonna be buried next to each other lol. ok so yeah. michelle and I passed out candy to the little kids. this years turnout wasnt as great as the previous years. however, that one pirate dude scared the begeezees out of me. we also won some fish. well, I won them. i threw a ping pong ball into a bowl :]. and yes, i actually made it. so i won three fish in the same bag, because they were all pretty small. michelle and I promised to split them. and since she's such a dork, she wanted to name them all Fabio. so she has two of them, nd I have the runt. we also went to Sonic last night and to walmart. it was fun. heres a shocker tho. Michelle just recently started cheering for the bears. yeah, everyone. James's team. and she knows him. so michelle was calling him and texting him last night, although i told her that he wouldnt answer, because he knows its from my phone. and i was right. wow- james gonna be a little ticked off at me on monday. well, MORE ticked off. but hey, i warned Michelle. James wont answer. so what else has happened lately? um... courtney i miss you like crazy. like- i would kill somebody to go and visit you. ok not really, but you get my point :] lol. wow. Nala is crashed out on my bed right now. head turned up and paws curled around her tail. its adorable. um- i think aaron is jealous of our fish naming skills. or should i say- mr fishy is. because he was the fish that got stuck witht he owner who doesnt know how to name a fish. lol. ok well- ima go do something. homework maybe? yay.
Friday, October 24, 2008
the friends know...
the friends know what James did.
oh well.
let it happen.
give me a while.
so...
the nine weeks are over. wahoo! wow it was hard...
but i got straight A's.
oh well.
let it happen.
give me a while.
so...
the nine weeks are over. wahoo! wow it was hard...
but i got straight A's.
Monday, October 20, 2008
"Bully Rights"
remember that witch, bellina? well take her, and then add on TJ Malone, Angelo Rivera, Mitchell Young, and you get the bullies of 2nd period.
are you wondering what happened?
naturally, those idiots talked the whole entire class time today while we were reading, and I didnt understand any part of the story because i couldnt concentrate. I screamed shut up about 12 times. they just dont get it. and then when its my turn to read, angelo starts his bloody mary chant again. and then those others follow along. i was seriously annoyed. i started to get a little temper going on, but mostly because i wanted to do my work and all i heard was either noises or bloody mary stuff. and im always seeing bellina making fun of me out of the corner of my eye. I finally just took a sigh, and told mrs hutches i was going to the bathroom. as i got up, Bellina said " dont turn off the lights " ... i grabbed my pass and practically slammed the door and raced down the hallway. I wasnt in a good mood today.
apparently, as i learned later on today, Mrs hutches read them the bully rights. she wasnt tolerating bullying in her classroom. when i had come back into the classroom, the whole class was silent and everyone knew not to mess with me. I needed one of those squeeze balls. I was cussing and making hand gestures and i normally dont do that unless someone reallllyyyy gets under my skin. I dont think ive ever behaved so badly in a classroom then i did today.
I felt really bad all day, so I went and apologized to mrs hutches after school ended. she told me that she was not angry, and that she was proud of me for doing the right thing. it was the best idea to just excuse myself from the classroom like i did. so that was the drama of today. I swear, I almost punched bellina. If it wasnt more mrs hutches there, i probably would have gone up and spit in her face. ( jk. i have self control ) but i would of acted irrationally.
If theres anything ive learned today, its to pay no attention to those that disturb you. I am responsible for what i do and say. Just because those kids annoyed the crap outa me, i should try to stay calm and collective. I am my own person, and i decide who will get to me. and ive made that decision. no one will.
are you wondering what happened?
naturally, those idiots talked the whole entire class time today while we were reading, and I didnt understand any part of the story because i couldnt concentrate. I screamed shut up about 12 times. they just dont get it. and then when its my turn to read, angelo starts his bloody mary chant again. and then those others follow along. i was seriously annoyed. i started to get a little temper going on, but mostly because i wanted to do my work and all i heard was either noises or bloody mary stuff. and im always seeing bellina making fun of me out of the corner of my eye. I finally just took a sigh, and told mrs hutches i was going to the bathroom. as i got up, Bellina said " dont turn off the lights " ... i grabbed my pass and practically slammed the door and raced down the hallway. I wasnt in a good mood today.
apparently, as i learned later on today, Mrs hutches read them the bully rights. she wasnt tolerating bullying in her classroom. when i had come back into the classroom, the whole class was silent and everyone knew not to mess with me. I needed one of those squeeze balls. I was cussing and making hand gestures and i normally dont do that unless someone reallllyyyy gets under my skin. I dont think ive ever behaved so badly in a classroom then i did today.
I felt really bad all day, so I went and apologized to mrs hutches after school ended. she told me that she was not angry, and that she was proud of me for doing the right thing. it was the best idea to just excuse myself from the classroom like i did. so that was the drama of today. I swear, I almost punched bellina. If it wasnt more mrs hutches there, i probably would have gone up and spit in her face. ( jk. i have self control ) but i would of acted irrationally.
If theres anything ive learned today, its to pay no attention to those that disturb you. I am responsible for what i do and say. Just because those kids annoyed the crap outa me, i should try to stay calm and collective. I am my own person, and i decide who will get to me. and ive made that decision. no one will.
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